Well actually, my birthday was a few hours ago.
I turned 40. My husband travels for work, he is gone today. My boys are 7 & 11. No card, no song, no cake. One day after New Years, and I'm putting away the Christmas decoration by myself.
I try so hard, to make sure everyone feels important, in their moment. What if I don't ?
Several people around me are capricorns,practical people.
I watch them "post" in this electronic age. And I wonder, is it true? Did every one have a great day?
What makes one person marry someone, that everyone thinks the world of them! Gift from the in laws on birthdays!
I can't get a card from my kids or husband.
I feel so invisible.
What makes one person seem so loved, and special, cared for and by. And others so independently alone.
I have a friend that feels miserably guilty for not being happy in her marriage, while others are starving or dyeing. What is the common denominator between those of us that never get respect we desire, and those who do?
